Words...

In the end... Words are just that... Words...
No meaning... No power...
Just empty, sharp, painful words...

Shit is all Around

Every time i try to come out of my shell...
I take a good look around myself...
And then...
Well then i understand why i've sheltered myself in the first place...

Come on a trip with me through this world we are living in...

Look outside the window... What do you see?

I tell you what i see...
I see mothers killing their sons...
Fathers raping their daughters...
Kids beating their parents...

Does it worries you?
Well it worries me...
But what troubles me the most...
Its betrayal...
And it is all around...

How can we even trust someone...

Let's see...

First of all...
You got your mates...
Job Colegues, School Colegues, whatever...
They may act as they like you... They suport you...
But try to do something right and get recognition for that...
Rumors start running, jealousy comes into play and even though they smile at you...
They are willing to see you fall hard on the floor...

Well... guess i couldn't expect much from there... Its a fucking jungle anyway...

But then...
Well then we got the so called friends...
Claiming to be like you... Never let you down...
Allways there when you need...
But again... when jealousy, or greed
Comes around once more... without thinking...
They stab a knife right on your back...
Acting like if you are somekind of enemy...
And then they just say... "Oh... Sorry I didn't mean it..."
Or when you show them the facts they go like:
"Who!? Me!? I would never... How can you think something like that about me?"
And all of the sudden... You are the bad guy...

Then it comes family...
Do you think the fact that your blood runs in their veins changes anything?
Well let me tell you... it doesnt change a damn thing...
Money, jealousy (wich seems to be everyfuckingwhere like betrayal), and other idiotic stuff made through time brothers turning their backs on each others, cousins kill eachothers for a few more cents...
Sons steal their parents money so they can buy drugs...
And even fathers, scared of their own sons success, betray the fruit of their lifes...
It just makes me sick...

Well last but not least...
We got the... Lovers...
With all that crap about being with you forever...
And speaches about trust and sharing...
How many times have we heard the words:
"I cry when you cry... i smile when you smile.. I can't live without you" and so on...
Bullshit! Plain and simple bullshit...
When the time comes... They will trade their so called "Endless Love" for just a one night adventure...
They lie to you... they hide things from you...
And worst of all... They make it sound like you are the one to blame for their mistakes...
It sounds kinda funny but it's no laughting matter...

So yeah... Betrayal is all around...
Growing like a cancer...
And made victims of values such as love, frienship, trust, family...

Betrayal... The easiest way to kill someone's hope...

Fortunally... there are exceptions...
I got people with me that i know i can trust...
People who had back me up through this years...
They are a very few though... but more than enough
To allow me to come out of my shell for a while...
Its the only time when its safe...
Its when im with them...
Otherwise...
When i take a peek at the outside...
What is it i see?
Shit is all around...

And so... to those very few i scream a big "Thank You"...
Because thanks to you i can sometimes be free... and come out...
Even if its only for a little... Because i know i can trust...
Even if i can't trust anyone else...

If you know i'm talking about you in this last lines...
You are one of the few who worth my trust...
But if you are not sure...
Well then...

You are not...

Let's Get Real

Sick and tired of this shit
This awful thing called life
But i dont care, let's make a bet?
Things will go diferent this time

The gloves are off!
And I got tired of this drill
Life... come... one on one...
This is the time... Let's get real!

To those who opose me...
And tried so hard to get me hurt...
To my enemies I send a warning...
This time... i will keep you on the dirt...

If only for a second i could be free of this world...
And for that second i could finaly smile...
It would mean there would be no meaning for the "word"
It would mean that finally everybody died...