Can it really be...

The lonely night fills my eyes with burning tears once again...
As promises of eternety seem so far behind now...
Time passes by and all i can say now is...
Can it really be...
Can it really be over?
Is it really to late for me...

Maybe it is...

My only wish...

If a wish of mine could be granted...
The one i wish the most is the power to bend time...
If only i could make the clock move the other way for once...
I now know... i would be happy today...

Instead of being writing my soul on some blog today...
I would be by your side... And we would smile like once we used to do every day...

Now you're not by my side anymore and still your presence still lingering here...
Hauting me... Haunting my dreams...
So i awake... Desperate... wishing for that dream to be real somehow...

If only i could turn back time...
I could've avoided both of our mistakes...
And still... today...
We would be together... Smiling like we used to do every day...
We would still be happy... No tears shed...

If only i could turn back time...
If there was a chance for me to get my wishes granted...
To Bend time... That would be...
My only wish...

Why?

Because now its too late...

Doi...

Empty Life Stream...

This is the system of this world...
Bad people doing bad things turning good people into bad ones...
And so on... and on... and on...
Thats what happen...
That is why no one is really allowed to be pure...
That is why no one is really free...

And so the world evolves rotten...
As i am being left behing...
There is no space left for me in it...
Not the way it is right now...

This world we live in... Its more like a dark hole...
It sucks everything in its way...

I've tried to create my own world...
And so the system engaged...
And turned the most shinning light into the most cold darkness...
It pierced my wings and my heart leaving me to die alone...

Still i try to get up and reach for the hand of an angel...
But even that pure little angel got corrupted and fell on disgrace...
Despite everything i've tried... It was useless...
And the time flies by... taking my angel away...
As for me... Well I cannot follow it... I've lost my wings...
Pierced by the hand of sorrow...
Slain by the sword of the wicked world...
So i remain a slave of its system...
So i remain a slave...
In this empty life stream...

Se por meias palavras...

Se por meias palavras pudesse dizer...
Aquilo que me vai hoje me tira a calma...
E a ti te fizesse chegar para poderes entender...
A dor que a noite me corrompe a alma...

Se por essas mesmas palavras a esperança
Preenchesse o vazio que se apoderou do meu universo
Transformando o meu sonho puro de criança
Em mais um golpe deste mundo perverso...

E hoje cá estou só novamente de passagem...
Pelo meu crescente caixote dos desabafos...
E se as meias palavras a ti chegasses...
Talvez estivesses ainda aqui em meus braços...

Mas a dualidade do destino entra em efeito ...
Estando sempre presente como no céu e no inferno...
A dualidade que torna em algo mau o que era perfeito...
Que torna efémero o que deveria ser eterno.

Em meu coração para sempre existirás...
E sei que nada nunca o poderá mudar...
E se por meias palavras eu fosse capaz...
De a meu lado eternamente te fazer descansar...

Então mais tempo passa e apenas aguardo
Neste triste quarto que outrora fora o nosso
Espero o teu regresso enquanto em mim te guardo
Espero pelo dia que saiamos deste calaboço...