Fun Game...

It is a fun game this between Truth and Lie...
Is it not ironic to see how you find your unshakeble truth
Was raisen upon false hopes and lies?
And then again those same false hopes and lies
Become for you... the unshakeble pilars of your new truth...
Funny is it not?
Surelly is... so...
Why am I not laughting?

Eternamente...

Esta foi mais uma noite em que me deitei sozinho...
Sem o doce da tua voz...
Olho para o vazio dos meus braços e nada parece ser sentido...
Escuto atentamente o que o silencio tem para me dizer...
E deixo que o frio me toque a pele...

No coração o aperto habitual da saudade...
Cada vez maior... Cada vez mais angustiante...
A minha voz chama por ti mas poderás tu escuta la?
Estas tão longe... Mas acredito que sim...
Quero acreditar...
Acredito que não importa a distancia
A mim voz chegará a ti...
E te lembrará daquilo que sabes e sempre soubeste...
A minha voz fala pelo meu coração...
Revelando te a vontade do meu ser...
A vontade de te ter so para mim...
Transecendendo a historia e o tempo...
Ter te para mim...
Eternamente...

Late Pain...

I miss hearing your voice every single night...
Why did you left me alone in a river of tears...
Why did you run taking my strengh to fight
Bringing to me the worst of all fears...

Your voice, it used to be
Within my soul and heart
The most peaceful melody
Everytime i've fallen apart

But your presence here is no more
And so tell me why? How can i live?
Why i've heard from you nevermore?
Is it true that you really dont believe?

And so once again i have those cold chills
When the night brings to my eyes the rain
This bitter loneliness that rape and kills
This cold blood murderer, my Late Pain...

I could've survived just by hearing your voice...
I would keep on moving like i had no other choice
But for me to live without hearing from thee...
Is not that too much for you to ask me?

...

And so the shadow cries once again...
Yet... no one cares about its tears...
No one cares about the tears of a shadow...
Only the tears of the one whom that shadow belongs to...

Ilusions Never Change...

Just another cold night...
Im trapped inside a cage of sorrow and emptyness...
Somehow... it will allways haunt me...
Somehow... it will never go away...
So how can i just turn my back as if its nothing?
As if nothing happened at all?
Why do things have to be this way?
Why is there a need to the rest of the world corrupt my own reality?

Behind every smile, behind every hope...
Tears eternal are yet to come...
For the pain that burns within myself
Because the foolish dream of happiness
Because in the end my fate its hell...
Raping the heart of the boy who believed
Excruciating pain on every single cell...
Though... this dream its not mine to be lived...

Day by day the hand of sorrow forsakes me...
In the end pain is what will be left to feel
Because in this world the reality that i see:
Its that ilusions never change... into something real...