Ilusions Never Change...

Just another cold night...
Im trapped inside a cage of sorrow and emptyness...
Somehow... it will allways haunt me...
Somehow... it will never go away...
So how can i just turn my back as if its nothing?
As if nothing happened at all?
Why do things have to be this way?
Why is there a need to the rest of the world corrupt my own reality?

Behind every smile, behind every hope...
Tears eternal are yet to come...
For the pain that burns within myself
Because the foolish dream of happiness
Because in the end my fate its hell...
Raping the heart of the boy who believed
Excruciating pain on every single cell...
Though... this dream its not mine to be lived...

Day by day the hand of sorrow forsakes me...
In the end pain is what will be left to feel
Because in this world the reality that i see:
Its that ilusions never change... into something real...