My illusion

A new day... once again it came...
But my sun does not shine anymore...
Darkness... all my light became
As my life fades away once more...

When you were here only by my side
We could travel trough the ancient times
We could even make the planets colide
We could even turn the strongest of the tides...

So now tears became my only sea
For me to drift away broken apart
As my scared chest now rests empty...
The chest were once was your heart...

I'm wondering now... why am i so hopeless...
Where did i fail in this love ordeal...
Was i not enough for you princess...
Why would it end again in betrayal?

Mixed in the lies of your words promisses of endless love...
Promisses of being with me in the days yet to come...
But somethings never change, and i am the one to blame
Believing in magic... thus making the same mistake once again...

Now i rest... With your picture in my hand...
And still tears take their way through my face...
As my whole perfect world seems to bend...
Into the most cold and darkest place...

So many times i've sang the truth to you...
So many times during this fight...
And you knew everything i need was to
"Have you in these arms, tonight..."

And now what? What should i do...
How can i keep on moving
How can i keep on living...
If everything just resumes... to you...

You've walked into the cold word outside
Shutting behind you the access door...
Forgetting everything... Leaving me behind
And now i open my eyes and you're here no more...

All I can do is to just pretend now...
Pretend that once again you'll be...
Here... faithfull someday, somehow...
My illusion... the only thing left for me...