That is fine my angel... That is fine...

So i right once more...
In my head... in my heart... there you are...
Allways so present...

But my arms are still empty...
Everything... is gone...
If i could bend time and go back in the past...
I could've stoped you from doing so many things...

And today... my arms would not be empty...

As i look down to my chest... i still see the knife you drove into my heart...
And it still hurts and burns as much as before...
All my dreams have faded and all my hopes vanished...
There is nothing for me to stand for anymore...

I try to look forward thinking tomorrow will be a better day...
Still... Everymorning hurts even more than the morning before...
Every night i lay alone in my bed... how i whish you were there with me...
I try to pull off the knife... but i am not strong enough...
Only you could do it for me...
But instead... you push it deeper and deeper...
And the only reason why my heart is still beating...
Its because of you...

Everything was taken from me...
And still i would not care at all... if at least... you were here...
But you're not...
Instead you believe in lies of those who have ever lied to you...

People who tried to hurt you with their lies and you know its true...
Still... You believe in them...
That is fine my angel...
You are too naive...
You've allways been...
Maybe that is why you will never be able to pull off the knife you stabed in my heart...
Maybe that is why... day by day... you keep on pushing it deeper...

That is fine my angel...
You are too blind...
You've allways beed...
Maybe that is why you've never seen the world i made for us....
Maybe that is why you've done everything you could... to destroy it...

Still... I love you... and as long as i do... i will be able to survive...
And i know... that's why i will live forever...
So... That is fine my angel...
That is fine...