New Years Ressolution...

Dilemas, quest's and resolutions...
Tears and pain, sorrow and shades...
I've writen about everything this year...

I've given everything and in return i got nothing...

There was no equivalent exchange...
There was no pot of gold at the end of the rainbow...

The people around me have shown me how rotten this world is...
People... are shit...

This year... I've cried all the tears i had left...
This year... I've lost all the hope i had remaining...
This year... Everything was lost with no gain...

So this year this is my resolution...

No more trust to anyone... ... No more tears...
I've given everything i had... Ain't given anything anymore...
Even if i have to fake my smile all the time...
Thats what i have to give...
A fake smile to a fake world...

This world has no mercy for my heart...
Stab after stab i had to endure...

So i will once again dress up my iron armor...
And become the invencible knight i once were...

If i dont trust anymore... There wont be any more scars in my back...