Time flies...

The time flies and the contempt i feel for mankind grows bigger by the second...
I look back thinking how life can be cruel...

Somehow nothing seems to make any sense now...
And for moments it all seems so far a blur...

Those times... i miss those times...

A day has 24 hours... way too much time for someone who is alone...
Those who run from their feelings allways end up alone without even notice or understand why...

Thats what happened...

No every hour feels like a week with me trying to fill it somehow with things that doesn't seem to fit at all...

And as the biggest fool there is... even now that you are so far away... i still dream...
I still day for the day of your return...

Even though i may be distant and act like if i dont remember you or care at all...
Even after all this time and everything that i was trough...

I do still care...
I dont ask you to understand nor try to do so...
But i'll tell you... The mark you've left in my heart was so strong...
But it was not a scar... even though it hurts sometimes...

It hurts almost all the time... but its not a scar...
Just a mark... the mark that allows me to know that you were real
The mark that overtook my will...
The mark that locked my heart... and i may lie to anyone it doesn't matter...

Be sure of this...
It doesn't matter how the time flies... On the day of your return i know that you will see...
I've may done so many things, told so many lies... but you will always be the true holder of the key.