Go away...

Why... time passes by and still it won't go away...
Everyday... it feels like I won't be able to endure it any better than the day before...
This pain...
This enclosing pressure in my heart at the very moment i think of you...
I think of us...
This pain... it won't go away...
I'm sick of it... sick of crying... sick of crying out loud for you...
But you... as you are now... will never listen and much less would you be able to feel it...

Why???
Go away... leave my heart... i want to remember us and feel happy...
Not sad... not this piercing sorrow within my chest...

You ask me not to cry when you're not with me...
But how can i not...

And you're not here... not here to wipe my tears...
Not here to listen to my heart and my soul...
It's killing... It's killing me...

Why??? Pain... Why???
Go away... Leave me with those sweet memories of her...
And release me from this distressed chain...

This hole... i can't fill it with nothing... its like all i see is black...
Even the rainbow has lost his colours to my eyes...
Why pain? Either kill me or go away...