Goodbye

We've been apart for so much time...
And there was not a single day that my mind didnt drift in the thoughts of you...
Now... i try to move on... i know i wont be able to achieve my happiness...
But i'll try to make someone happy...
And i'll try to smile fully someday...

I know you've done the same...
So i try to move on... but want you to know... I will allways love you...
I will never forget about us... about her...
So i start crying one last time... remembering...
How things could've been diferent...
I'm relearning how to live... without you...
Sometimes i can enjoy my life once again...
But it hurts somehow...

It is as if something is missing... and it is...
But i must move on... as you did...
I must push forward... Even though the string that connects our hearts is still hanging around mine...
And the further i push the more it hurts...

But it is something i've got to do...
Its something i need to do...
So i write to you once again in this blog... that i used so many times before to tell you how i feel...
Princess... i will allways love you... no matter where i am... who i am with... or when...
You are and will allways be my sole true love... the one i lived for... the one that killed me...
Im not able to love anymore... and i know...
Still i need to try to give from me whatever it is that is left...

I hope you read this... I hope it finds you well and happy...
This is my goodbye to you... to us...
This will be... the last time i've cried....

Goodbye my love...