The last true idiot...

That's me...
The last true idiot...

Lieing to those who've threaten me just in order to keep your image...
Lieing to everyone for your own sake...
Just because i love you...

Swallowed my pride, my honor and my self-estime...
Why?
Just so you get mad at me like i'm doing everything wrong...
And then...
At the end of the night...

You cry for me...
When you are in these arms you say you love me...
Not just with words...
But with your eyes...

Still you say you can't stay right now...
How can you not?
I don t get it... and its killing me...

You say you'll comeback in a few months...
How can you say that... how can i believe when you said you would've come back that week...

It was a raining day...
I still remember it like if it was yesterday...
March 11th... The day i though too high of love...
I exit my job to find you as you promised...
I runned and seeked for you everywhere...
In the end... i've just waited...
You came in and smiled at me...

But everything was diferent...
You say you love me... it was true...
So I cant understand...

Why do you take a path that even you say its going to be worthless...
Why do you walk a path that you know it will end soon...
And it will only hurt us more...
Me... You... And our family...

Am I really the last idiot...
'Cause i've allways knew when you were lieing...
I know when you have no hesitation in your words...
And you know that i know...
So...

If you don't hesitate in saying...
I love you... I want to marry you... I want a family with you... I will come back... I am sorry...
Why do you hesitate in make it happen...

This is far greater that this world... this story of "us"...
Outsiders think they can understand... but they know nothing...
And once again here i am... Having to fight for what is mine... while others take it away with almost no effort at all...

By the time this story ends... i will be a Legend...
A legend of love...
Now... will it be because you've stayed after i've waited and fought so hard for us so that we became happiness itself...
Or will it be because in my last breath... i will just say... "i forgive you... i'm still loving you..."

I've endured so many lies from you... so many humiliations... scars and pain...
I've endured so much that i've even lost the sight of your true self for a brief moment...
But this feeling... it pushed me right up...

So this is me... with everything crumbling... with almost no strenght left in me...
With everything that surrounds me falling apart...
This feeling is the only thing keeping me moving...
This feeling is the only thing worth waiting or fighting...
Im am still here... The Last True Idiot...
That still believes that love conquers all...
The Last True Idiot...
Who will wait for his "One"
The Last True Idiot...
That in the end... will do anything he can... to make you as happy as you'll ever be...

And if you don't come back... as you say everyday you will to me...
I will die fighting... for i cannot aford to live without thee