Nothing else to lose...

I hope i wont wake up tomorrow...
For this was the day i lost everthing
My heart faded to pain and sorrow
By your knife that let me bleeding

You took me everything in this final bout...
And God... how it hurts so damn much
Even the tears dont dare coming out
For the destruction in my heart is such...

I don't know how to differ lies form truth anymore
And it doesn't matter since i was just a pawn
So life took it all... not for now but forevermore
As i die alone in the floor without anyone

You ask me for forgiveness... what do i have to forgive
You took everything from me... my love, my family
Even after i've given you everything i had to give
So now without any hope in me... i shall meet my final destiny

Within my hand i had the power to destroy everything for you
Like you did with me without even thinking twice or look back
I could at ease take everything you believe and think its true
And stand watching you crumble as your world fade to black

I could expose to him all the lies...
Por fool living blindly in ignorance...
No need because you'll broke the ties
Once also he loses his importance...

But i wont do it... even driven by pain...
Maybe i'll just drown in a bottle of booze...
You may ask... Why? What will you gain...?
And then i aswer... What do i have to lose?