I will never understand those o Lilin...

Beats me..
Those of Lilin... the more i learn... the more it makes no sense.
I swear i wish i could understand them... but i cannot...

Sometimes... things feel like they are right on the mark... still if feels like nothing was achieved...
And as time passes by and lies were thrown at me... i got really good on detecting deception...
That is why...
The more i know... the less i understand...
Let me explain...

I cant understand... what is the gain? Why lie? Why do something you dont want to?
Why hurt the others while being untruthfull...?

I will never understand those of lilin... or their so called feelings...
Because the way i feel... friendship, love, loyalty... its way too diferent from theirs...
Maybe i am the one that is wrong!