Equivalent Exchange...

The first law of Equivalent Exchange:

In order to obtain something... one must lose something of equal value...

When i think about this... i dont see a stronger truth that this law...
Everything we gain... comes with a price...
We want something material... we work to gain money and so we trade time of our life and that same money for something of equal value...
If we want to be good at something... we must lose some time practicing that same thing...

This was so close of becoming my only truth...
But... when i think about it... can it really be...
If Equivalent Exchange really is the most unshakeble truth in this world...
How much more must i give... how much more must i lose... in order to obtain the thing i want the most?
I've given now about everything... and still... it seems to be not enough...
It is never enough...

Am i really that weak? Im i really that powerless that everything i have to give is not enough to be the equivalent of what i wish the most...

Is my life really that cheap?
Because i've allready gave it up... and still is not enough...