I still love you... I'll always will.

Another week went by...
As it comes to friday...
Yet again... i've waited for your call...
You said to me that you would call...
And i've asked... will you really...?
I will... you said...
So i've waited...
And now... its already friday...
The only notice i got from you was... Im sorry...I hope you are not mad...
Mad you say? I cant get mad at you anymore...
And i shouldn't have got mad ever...
Even if you sinned... i couldn't care less...
Even if you betrayed me... i couldn't care less...
I just wish you'd call... Saying... you wanted to be with me...
The past is past i don't care...
But i still love you... and that i cant deny... i wont deny it...
I still love you... Like no one ever will... and you know it...
So... if you dont love me anymore...
I'm sorry...
For loving you... for being a burden...
I'm sorry...
For lingering in your life if you want me to disapear...
But i still love you... i'll allways will...
Forgive me...
I can't move one...
You've chained me to yourself...
And i can't break free... i dont want to...
Even if it hurts... i couldn't care less...
I still love you... i'll allways will...

I wish we could just turn back time...
But time is a continuous flow... allways moving forward...
The world moves forward too...
So naturaly... so did you...
Whenever I hear your voice... you allways sound alive now...
You dont care if im not there... you can just smile and feel well and happy...
I dont blame you... you've moved on...
Even after you ask me to wait for you...
After you've promised me countless times that you would come back...
You're moving on... without me...
I don't blame you...
I always knew... i knew you wouldn't come back...
I knew the day would come when i would lie on my bed knowing...
Its over... she moved on...
I knew the day would come when i would write this text...
With tears in my eyes...
Knowing that in that moment... you would not be thinking about me...
Forgive me... for being week...
But i still love you...
So... please... let me love you a little more...
Let me fool myself thinking you're still here...
That you are still mine... that the day will come when the three of us will be togheter...
Laying in the bed... with the little with Eve... and the big dog at our feet...
I know its an impossible dream... it not meant to be...
You've moved on... But i can't... I just can't bury those memories...
Those times... You... Her... Us...
I still love you... i'll always will...
My Imaginarium its broken... I can't even dream anymore...
Can't even picture our future anymore... because after all this time...
You've finaly moved on... We've never been this much time apart...
So i know its the end...
So please forgive me... But i still love you...
I'll always will...
So let me linger around your life for a while longer...
Because I still love you... I'll always will